about
chat
linkies
memories
__WELCOME___BACK_____
Hey! It's been a while, aite? It's been over 2 months... Well~ I've just gotten my laptop fixed;; haha that's why~~
So, In my previous post, I've talked about BTS, isn't it? As I promised; I'll do some elaboration about BTS.
BUT! Firstly, Imma gonna talk about Kim Seok Jin; my bias in the group~
Honestly;; I don't even know why he's my bias. It's not like he's special or something, but I gotta admit that he's such a spoiled baby brat, acting like a little sissy when the members kinda hit him(Well; like the one on that Rookie King where he had to be hit at the ass with a bat) and he began yelling like a freak, he's also kinda underrated cuz of his shyness, being a princess bitch with his high confidence face LOL.
On the same side, I find him attractive, he can even cook((IKR SO HUSBAND MATERIAL)) ~~I'm dyingggg~~
Men that cook are sexy as fuck
YES I LOVE NAMJIN SO PLS BEAR WITH ME.
There's more reasons to love him to be honest;;__;;
Either way, I wanna tell you guys about BTS. Yes, the whole group.
I'm clearly, really actually a new fan of them. I've been in the fandom like on November//December 2014 after I finished my SPM Examination. I actually at first don't really like them; I'm like looked at all the members and thought out "What the... these guys aren't THAT attractive at ALL.." Like really. I said that.
But then, I dunno what actually happened, I suddenly watched their variety;; Rookie King. I watched it, honestly, it was SOOO FUNNY AND FUN AND I'M LIKE WASTING MY TIME WATCHING IT IN MY ROOM ALONE. I'VE BEEN ENTERTAINED BY THEM AND I'M ;;;____;; But I'm NOT in love with them just YET. YOU heard me NOT YET. I just became a small fan of them ;b
Not long later, I found this particular song named CYPHER PT.2. I heard it for the first time, and I havtta admit that I'm kinda impressed with their rap. But I ain't falling for that trick! SO... it goes on and wow I found myself replaying it. This time with the lyrics too. For me, as a K-Pop fan, I Never ever feel anxious on reading lyrics but this time I FREAKING READ it and I'm like fuck, really dude your lyrics kills me omf xD Damn, ya'all know why? I love how they convey thier feelings into rap;; it's literally like dissing other rappers which insulted them ( of course not in a straight forward manner but it's like proving to those who dissed them that they can do better ) ~ Moving on;; without knowing I suddenly discover more of their songs and I got into hiphop and rap.
As time flies, knowing BTS made me realized alot of things. Such as how they composed their own songs; worked hard to overcome everything to debut. How they are so passionate working on music. They opened my eyes to be honest. They want their fans to LOVE THEM FOR THEIR MUSIC, NOT FOR THEIR LOOKS.
Being a fan of them, in my experience;; I've noticed I've changed alot in myself too;; Like how I'm not OVER obsessed with them like how when I was with SJ. Never, I've been cooler and more chill. Expect I kinda curse a lot HEOL. But from how far where I am now, I never kinda cried for them yet like how I used to, I realized that I love them for their music, although I kinda love them personally, but yeah; I love them as inspirations. Inspirations on how to go on with life when hardship comes through, when you feel like giving up; think back how you'd get this far. Basically, it's like that how they motivate me in this harsh world, where people often lie, using you as disadvantages for their own good. Sometimes you gotta realise that the people around you are the one who hurts you the most.
Hello~!
So here I am, returning to Blogger after 1.8 years. Wow, that's awfully long, right? Well, it doesn't matter, the most important thing is I'm back (like anyone cares) heol.
.
.
I guess I'm back, with a more mature mind and soul. I'm 18 now, I've finished school already. Now, I'm waiting for the day to enter University. Haha, it's kinda funny 'cus I feel like the only one who's gonna enter University late. My friends are all going through that new "phrase" of life, while me here, still staying home; kpop and games.
To be very honest, I love this. I'm actually NOT ready to go to University yet. I mean, what is waiting there? Will I have friends? Heol, I'm a person who is bad at socializing but if that someone is good on getting along with me, then, well everything's fine, I guess. Huffff, yeah, I know. I sound so pathetic, ya? I dunno. Maybe I am. Ahh;; I don't even understand myself sighs;;
It feels so stressfull thinking about the uncertainties what lies ahead-; that you won't know what might be thrown at you. I'm curious too, but it's just urm, well its a matter in between that you're ready or not. My answer is? No.
Even myself, I feel a distamce already, the distance from my school friends. Well since they're busy also having new buddies so well. It's not like I care. Nope. Even once, cus I already knew from the very begining. They just say " I'll never forget you" and all that bullshit crap, but in the end, they do forget you. So, I'm not that culture shock or anyting cus I was already expecting that. It's always like that from the very begining. So if you guys see me like I'm having fun here with my life;; just think that I don't really freaking care anymore. Sounds so selfish and arrogant right? Get out, cus that's how life works. Why should you care about others when they don't even care about you? Common' rethink~ Tbvh, I don't really give a shit about others. I don't really like people. I like to do things alone, to be alone. I hate crowded places, I hate noisy places like clubs and places full of people. I like quite places where I can think freely and listen to music alone. I don't even write about my personal life on SNS like on twitter;; facebook;; and wechat. I don't usually reveal my personal life like others do on SNS. I don't feel like it; i don't feel safe. Cus no matter where I am, people will always look on me. They stalk me. Why? I don't even know. It feels like I don't have my own personal space. I don't get it. Seriously, am I an Idol or something? Well it feels like I'm not(?) Then, what's with the stalking? Especially on facebook, twitter, wechat and on instagram. I mean, omfg can i just post whatever I like without being judge? Oh please;;;;
Sometimes, I feel like going on an audition to start a career, but thinking deeply, maybe I should not;; maybe I should. I don't know. It's not too late yet. Maybe if I think clearly, I might go audition.... Well its still unplanned yet, I hope soon I might sort it out;; sigh~
Oh, btw, I got my driving licence already! Teheee~ Alhamdulilah, I aced it. I was kinda scared tho, but Allah has made it easy; so I passed it. Syukur. Hehe.
Also, you know before(if you read my last post) where I was crazy about Super Junior? Now... I don't know. I'm literally confused. It seems that I kinda set apart with them. It's not that I dislike them anymore; it's more like letting go 'ya know? They're growing older; I meant was they're in that certain age of having a personal life; for instance; getting married. The group's average pointer age is around 31.2 if I'm not mistaken. So, like I mentioned above they are in that certain circle who needs to have their own life. Cus, they won't be an idol forever, they need someone to be with them too. So, I decided to let them go. I do still love them, but not as a crazy fan anymore. I'm called a regular fan unlike last time. Those times were different, now is way complicated. Besides, I'm more into multifandom though so, yeah.
I even changed groups too. Now I'm into those hiphop raps and everything. I find the genre hiphop is intresting tho, thanks to BTS.
Yeah, BTS has caught my eye. They sorta captured my and pulled me with their charms. You guy know right, like in that every group you'll have that one and only bias you'll love right? But in BTS; its a whole different story. Cus you'll love them all hakhak. The rapper line RapMonster, Suga and JHope composed their own songs, and those tracks they made are all amazing. Really if you look at it, it's hard to create beautiful songs with wonderful melodies. Because of that, I respect them alot. They are also aren't that far apart away from me. RapMon and JHope are 94z and Suga is 93z so really at a young age they are able to compose songs. That's really rare, though. The song that really caught me was Cypher Pt2. Its a rap song, the lyrics are also intresting;; its not like that typical love songs, its about their life. I just love how they convey those songs and lyrics into a message about their story. Honestly, they're the first hiphop group who has great rapping styles and such intresting lyrics to read. I'm truly amazed cus usually I don't read lyrics but they really slapped me hard on the cheeck. Daayuuummmm~~ But despite that; All of them are special, but the most special one who caught me by heart was Kim Seok Jin (Jin). I don't even know how did I fell for him BUT seeing him as an awkward hyung, an underrated guy(cus I guess he's a bit shy and timid to be on camera) and the way he cooks(yeah, he cooks and even makes his own recipes) really stole my heart. Haha. Well, I'll continue my story about BTS on my next post I guess and yeah! I even met them already. Had eye-contact and talked to them! See, I feel kinda lucky. Ah thanks God. Oh, I get to met them cus I won the Hello Session pass. This event is included for their The Red Bullet Tour that was held on 6.6.15. Yeah, I went to the concert and had the greatest time of my life.
Well then, I guess I'll write my experiences about those two days on my next post! Till then; do anticipate it~~~~~
Oh oh, if you guys are wondering who is this Kim SeokJin guy, well here he is! (he's hawwwwwt right?
:p)
.
.
Also, if ya all are wondering who is this BTS; here! This is my new hiphop group; BTS!
v, Jimin, Jungkook, Suga, Jin, J-Hope and Rap Monster. These people are amazing. Really. I look up to them so much.
.
Well, I'm gonna elaborate about them in the next post; do wait patiently yah! Haha, I might post a bit late as I'm gonna re-edit my blog once again to freshen it up. Well, till then~~~ see ya~~~
Why do I Love Super Junior?
Hello once again! So, well I'm writing just a little glance of 'Why do I love SJ?' Okay, I promise it won't be long.. (I'll try). I'll just write in terms on how, so don't worry. Kyaaa >///<
Before I start, who's SJ ( Super Junior), you ask? OMG OMG you've gotta be kidding me to NOT know who SJ is?! They are ASIA'S SUPERSTAR & KING OF KPOP!
Yeah, you better google up, bro! Also hear their songs. Its realllllllyyy good. Joh-a eyo!
Here they are.. my prince.. :3
 |
| From Left: ShinDong, SungMin, Ryeowook, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Siwon, Yesung, Kangin & Eunhyuk. |
Okay you know the members now. Yesss, some are missing. 4 of them are missing here.
Leeteuk ( Leader ), Heechul, Kibum and Hangeng.
Leetuek is currently attending the army so as Heechul (but he's comming back on 30/8/13!!).
For Kibum, he's now pursuing his acting skills somewhere. He was hiatus on 2009 till this very day. I do also wonder, when will he be back? Or does he quit? Man, hard to predict...
Oh, as for Hangeng, he left the group completely on 2010 as he made a lawsuit on SME due he can't attend on TV shows in Korea.. He was also forced to wear a face mask when performing on stage. He won the sue and left Super Junior.
No Matter what happens, I'll always be Super Junior's EVERLASTING FRIEND.
Let's move on now. See this picture below?
Indeed, Super Show 5. They're coming, FINALLY coming here, to perform in Malaysia on 5th Of OCT! I'm going. I'M GOING AND THAT'S FINAL. I'm currently waiting for the ticket info and I've gotta keep track and keep an out on it! I can't imagine if the tickets are sold out~!! OHMYGOD. Can't. Imagine. My. Life. Will. Be. In. Sorrowness. *sobs* I'll... WAAA!! Cry for 10 years!!
K Tasha, keep calm and relax! Chilex. You CAN get the ticket if you keep an out on it and follow the updates! YES!
I'll go baby. I'm attending just to see you in Stadium Merdeka. I love you babe,.. so much than you can ever imagine SuJu oppas :')
SUPER SHOW 5 WILL BE MINE!! I'LL BE THERE ! I PROMISE! Insyallah :)
#5ThOfOctober
Alright, enough of jokes ( Well this isn't a joke esp the SUPER SHOW 5! OMG!!!!) Ehem, now I'm gonna tell you the reasons of WHY I love Super Junior so much.
Firstly, Super Junior CHANGED my life. How? I can't really explain the details but yes, they changed my life. They changed me. From weak to a strong one. I was a weak person before. I think negatively often. I have NO confidence in myself. I have no faith. I was heartbroken.
I loved them since end of 2010, but I wasn't expecting nor knowing that one day.. Super Junior will be the one that will open up my eyes. The one who inspires and gives me strength to stand and move ahead. To never give up in life.
Maybe all of you might be thinking that ''Oh god. What is she spazzing about? nonsense. She's outta of her mind. She's insane.''
Call me that. i don't really care.
People loves their idols as singers and based on their appearances. But, I love them in a different way. I don't love them just like that. I love them with all of my heart, from personality to inspiration. I feel closer to them eventhough they don't even know that I exist TT,TT
By just seeing their updates, live concerts, you know that you feel close to them. They love ELF so much. They are gratetful to ELF eventhough there were times of despair. ELF was always here to cheer them on. Also, after every performance, they will surely BOW. The sign thanking ELF. Sometimes, they'd cry for loving us too much. It hurts seeing them like this.
As much of inspirations, their songs too, have deep meanings. Seriously, if you read the lyrics, it has very, very deep meanings. I love it. Their songs... are my story. It's like they're expressing my heart stories through a song.
Okay will continue after this. Nights xxx *I'm not done YET :3
Hellloooooooo ! [ Super Show 5 MALAYSIA , WonKyu ]
Hello guys! Wooowee! Its been a while since I'm writing down my blog~ Hahaha 8 months since I last wrote my last entry. Well.. well, now it's August! Man, hard to believe right? Man time is amazing. Time passed us without realizing& that's the unique of time. Simply unbelievable.
Well then, my motive for writing my blog now is......
First of all, you see, I opened up my lappy, and suddenly I kinda remembered my blog! That's how I came in mind to write some entries, though. I did a little editing on my wallpaper~ Aren't they KYUTE together? :^)
Secondly, is I'M SO EXCITED that SUPER SHOW 5 is GONNA be held in MALAYSIA on 5th of October!!!! Yaah! I heard ITS CONFIRMED, but its unsure. Well PLEASE OH GOD I HOPE ITS ON 5th OF OCTOBER. Its the perfect time! I NEED TO SEE THEM FOR GOD'S SAKE! I'm going. I DON'T CARE!!!
Mummy & Daddy let me go cus they promised~ Muahha since I didn't get to see Siwon when he was in KL. Now I can claim my reward~~!
Okay, now I don't know, Siwon suddenly caught my eye 0.0 Seriously, before I was like, damn he's hawt but I didn't go wild over him UNLIKE now. Now, PFFFFTT dang whenever I see HIM, I'd be like asdfghjkl asdfghjkl *ICAN'TBREATHEOHMYGODHELPME* & lastly faint of craziness.
Indeed, I AM CRAZY. LoooooL
As you can see down here, yeah.... I'm a SHIPPER OF WONKYU! I love Kyuhyun & Siwon so much sooo I kinda SHIP WonKyu <3 ~ Last time.. well I kinda like KyuMin., Now... I'm more into WonKyu. [Its all because of that stupid FANFICTION!!!] Seriously, I kinda regret reading fanfics. It made me obsessed and turned me into a pervert. Nowdays, I love looking at naked bodies (Ergh Siwon, Kyuhyun & other SJ members of course!!!) Without realizing, I DROOLED over them. (Yeaaaa, I'm ze most annoying fangirl ever). As you can see, it all started from Fanfiction. Yes babes, fanfiction. It changed my life routines, and my thinking skill. LOL yeah right. You can spend about 2~3 hours reading it, especially the ones with long chapters. What I hate about it is when they UPDATE LATE or THEY NEVER UPDATE AT ALL!! Ergh I hate waiting and I'm such a curious person, fyi xD Yeah, they are such great & talented authors. I wonder why don't they get any credits for their terrific stories? It SHOULD be actually made it into a book xD
Ahuh, yeah I love WonKyu now. I think they're cute especially when Siwon whispers at KyuBaby. Exchanging rings, exchanging glances....kissing each other and hugging.. MAN I CAN'T STAND IT ><
I want them married and have XXX on a bed!! ( See, TOLD YA I'VE TURNED into a PERVERT) >/////<
I'm such an awful person ne.... xD WHO CARES?! BAH!
As long as I'm happy....... I don't mind muhahahhaha xD
Okay till here I'm writing about WonKyu. After this, I'm gonna write about HOW and WHY Super Junior changed my life. It'll be a touching story I guess. Man, I have tons to write if it comes about SJ <3 What can I do? I'm so in love with my 15 prince. I can't stop loving them. They're like my drug....illuminating my body. Ahh, that's how amazing they are. I swear, I can't love other boybands as I love Super Junior. It's like a spell being put on me.
Yeah, once again, I'm gonna write reasons on HOW did SJ changed my life into a better, happier, and stronger me. [Not all on HOW just in terms on what].
I dunno how long it'll be, but I'll TRY and reduce the number of words containing. HAHA! Well, till here! Enjoy WonKyu's pictures below!
Jaljayo~~!
I Literally DIED looking at these both pictures! Man they kissed! OMG OMG ASDFGHJKL!! So Sweet! Brotherly love! Awyh, you should JUST get married babes! Man Siwon is such a SkinShip addict.
Like Yeah! Look the way he's touching Kyuhyun <3 I bet he loves Kyuhyun the most in the Group. <3
*P.S: [As you all see, this isn't gay. Skinship is commonly used to show affection to one to another through the same gender, as like hugs, kissing on cheeks and others. Koreans often use skinship to show brotherly love toward one and another, since they are close to each other and living with them for such a long time. It's similar as showing gratitude to one, who have always been there for each other. It's perfectly normal in Korean culture. This is called BROMANCE!!!]
Okay this is KyuMin [below here]. I kinda ship this before.. now I'm more in LOVE with WonKyu <3 Sorry KyuMin Shippers :^)
New Blogskin!
Heyooo Guys! I'm back but with a different SKIN ! :) Muhaha~! Okay, I know. It's knda simple and not that attractive and all, but! Well, for me I LOVE IT~! So, this new skin of mine is featuring Kyuhyun [My long-distanced boyfriend] of the song No Other ~! Awuhh, I just love that song ><
I feel so addicted to Super Junior and my drug now is Kyu Oppa :3
And a BIG yes, I LOVE Super Junior so much! SO STOP SAYING THAT I'M OVER REACTING OKAY? hahak LOL
Okay, this holiday, my PMR result was BOOM!! Alhamdulilah :) #HateKH -.- I know ppl posting about their PMR result and all ~ But me?? Well if u wanna know just ask meh lol :p I just like being secretive kekeke thats all ! Now, I'm gonna do MY VERY BEST AND GIVE EVERYTHING FOR SPM 2014! FIGHTING!!! IOh also, learnt a little of hangul ! Hakhak well alhamdulilah I can write a little of Hangul and read in Korean. Of course, I learnt it by me self kekek~^^
It wasnt hard tho, just you gotta understand the letter. THEN, you can read or try to write out your name! Now I can kekeek!
Its a little confusing in the begining, but all the way, its fun! Seriously. Only Kpoppers would understand HOW I'M FEELING NOW ><~!
Okay till here! Since this is my new blogskin or whatsoever, there MIGHT be unchange information and I'm currently trying to edit my blog here. If you have bumped into a ridicilious post or anything just IGNORE it kekkek~
Okay I', gonna stop here! Happy Holidays and a Happy New Year 2013 xxx
Jalgayo~!!!^^
Annyeong^^
Hello to all Ladies and Gents, young or Old, happy or either sad.
Wow, its been awhile I haven't updated my blog! Its been years ! *blows out dusts
Well now its the month of December . PMR had ended about 2 months ago and now we are currently waiting fir our results . I'm not expecting for 8A's though. Just a result that could make me smile :) I hope all of us could get the results that we've been working hard for with flying colors. Now all we can do is pray and leave the rest to Allah , amin . I give you everything Allah , you are my chooser , amin . Oh Allah you are my only one :)
Sooooo ! Well the holidays is currently still going on and about ! Well Imma gonna talk about my holidays this year ! Speaking about holidays , yeah I just sat home and did nothing :3 Mummy had to do some 'errands' hohioi~~
This yet wellll , specifically , im going to Seoul , South Koreaaa ! Wow my dream placee~~^^
Honestly, I've been dreaming to go there heheh xD
Obviously, I cant wait , seriouslyyy~ ohh my Kyuhyun<>
*Kay im acting like a little kid here xD omg im squealing ><
I hope mu trip there is not gonna be depressing or whatsoever haha well i hope, whats sadden me is... Its not gonna snow in Korea but i heard its gonna be kinda COLD LIKE ICEEE XD. Ahah well Im well prepared for the winter , i bought many sweaters but i wanna a hoodie ><'m
Hurm actually for some reason, i love winter clothing haha u wanna know why?? Truthfully, i have no idea why ahah xd *weird me xd
Well thinking about it maybe its comfty i guess thats the reason why to it? The question will never ever be answered #MUAHAHAHAH XD
Super Show 4 :)
Super Show 4 World Tour Official Poster 2012.
Okay, Hello guys!
Hah what? What's a Super Show?
Man , Seriously you don't KNOW what's a Super Show? Hey , get your ASSES of and surf the net ! Ever heard of Google ?
Hey , don't be offended . I was just kidding around man . No heart feelings k ?
So , the tittle here , ''Super Show 4''.
Well , Super Show is a concert performing live from our beloved Super Junior and maximum 4 hours per concert .
Dude , imagine how tired they are ! 4 HOURS STRAIGHT ! My god !
But they do it for the fans , and to support their 5th Album , Mr. Simple :)
This year , they're gonna do a WORLD TOUR . Wow , amazing right ?
The sad thing is I DON'T KNOW WEATHER THEY'RE DOING IT IN MALAYSIA or not !
I hope so ! REALLY HOPING .
It may be ''unimportant'' for you , but for me , it's AHH ! Words can't describe what I feel ! ><
Recently , I've checked the dates for the Tour , and Alhamdulilah , SS4 MALAYSIA is in ! Wait ! It's NOT CONFIRMED yet :( Huhu , so let's just pray for it to be reality ^^
Well , Super show *SS has been on going every year since 2012 . Look at these banners/posters ,
*Click to Enlarge
 |
| Super Show 2 Live in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia (2010) |
 |
Super Show 3 Live in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia (2011)
|
Okay , and Last year on 28th of May , Super Junior -M even visited Putrajaya before they went to TAIWAN . Here it is !
Even on December they came here.
See , I have PROOF !
Lool . Haha .
So , if they come here EVERY YEAR , why not this year ? Or maybe they have forgotten the MALAYSIAN ELF here :( Huhu .
So I pray , hoping they will come :)
So till here , goodbye and take care ! SuJu FOREVER ! <3'
XOXOXOX Tasha :)
.jpg)
MY PRINCE.
NEW PHONE.
